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Apparently all of my future entries are going to have to be friends only because of some creep anonymously commenting on my cleavage. And not bothering to tell me who it is, when they posted the comment a HALF HOUR after I posted the entry. Ugh.

New haircut; new glasses
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So I guess whenever we have a spat I should just put headphones over my ears because he doesn't mean a word that he says. Ugh. End fight.



It's so friggin hot and humid this week, I swear I'm going to just drop dead in the middle of the street. My car has no AC, so that's bad enough, but the ac at my work is pretty much non-existent for some reason. There was a bit of water damage from the rain last weekend so they've had fans going to dry out the rugs and such, so maybe that's why the AC hasn't been kicking in enough. They had to take some of the ceiling panels out because they got ruined, which messes up the ac i guess, and since we're on the second floor, it's hotter up here anyway.

Hopefully they'll have the fans out today and I swear it had better be fucking colder by the time I get there.





I hate being hot. =(

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well..just got home from having a fight with joe. don't really want to talk about the details, it's really a frivolous reason. just got through writing him a long e-mail about how i feel 'cause when we talk face-to-face we just blow up at each other.

told me that i have to find another place to stay on the weekends..again. i hate how he threatens me by saying that and then when we're not fighting anymore he says that i can stay the weekends again. thing is, i HAVE no other place to stay.

some of the things about him piss me off so much but then there are all the things that i love about him. i hate his temper because he doesn't think before he speaks. and i hate myself for the things that i do.

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MY CAR PASSED INSPECTION! =)

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I finally got to see my friend's new baby boy, Evan. And he is absolutely ADORABLE!!!

Not much else has been going on besides work and listening to the same old shit everyday. Everyone fuckin' pisses me off. I need a vacation.


Joe finished reading the new Harry Potter book yesterday so I get to start reading it =)...who knows when I'll finish it, I hardly have time for myself after I fit everyone else in.



Nick has reached the oh so wonderful "Why?" stage of life..Why are you going to the store? Why are you buying gum? Why do you like gum? Why does it taste good? Why are you watching tv? Why is he coming with us?


It's so goddamn annoying and I feel so bad and so guilty 'cause I get really aggravated. I mean I try and answer his questions but after a point I'll just say because I said so 'cause it's the ONLY thing that makes him stop asking.


Hopefully this doesn't last too long 'cause I think I'll go crazy..=(

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By the end of this week I'll have worked 53 hours. =(


Sorry if I've been silent all week. That's the reason why.

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Went up to camp this weekend...it was pretty good except Saturday night I had the worst sleep ever. I was feeling really nauseous (as usual for the past several months, and no, I 'm not pregnant) and I had finally fallen asleep when I thought I heard someone yelling. I was kinda half awake so I was like "eh whatever it's probably someone yelling outside being an ass". Then, they yelled again, and it was the people behind us. They're really obnoxious and they always scream at their kids or at each other at all hours of the night, but this time I heard the woman scream "HELP! HELP! SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE!!!! EDDIE GET UPPPP!!!" It made me sit straight up in bed and made my whole body shake. Of course, I try waking Joe up and asking him if he heard it and he tells me to shush and go back to bed. My brother was sleeping at the other end of the room and I heard him rolling around so I tried asking him but apparently he didn't wake up, and Joe's telling me to go to sleep again. Finally, my mom comes out and she's looking out the window. We can see Cindy (the woman who screamed) on the phone and Eddie sitting in the doorway. We finally decided to go outside and at the last minute Joe reluctantly came with us (haha), probably because he didn't want just the two of us going out in the woods at 1:30 in the morning.

We go over, thinking something's wrong with one of the kids, which is why I was shaking so bad. (BTW, we're the ONLY ones who are out here, everyone else shows up later, when the ambulance shows up) Eddie is holding a rag over his eye and I'm thinkin' holy shit is his eye bleeding?! But yeah, he's basically drunk all the time, and Cindy said that he was going out to have a ciggarette (another favorite of his) and fell in the doorway or some shit like that. This story is long and boring enough, so to make it short, we all think he mixed his painkillers with his alcohol 'cause he had recently gone through surgery, and that's how he fell. Who the fuck is drinking and smoking at 1 in the morning when their wife and kids are in bed sleeping?!?!? Pretty much everyone around our site came out except for my dad and brother, who slept through the whole thing.

Ambulance came and everyone went back to bed. I was still feeling pretty nauseous but I eventually fell asleep and as a result, today I feel like shit. We weren't really up for that long, but being woken up in the middle of sleep really fucks you up. And everyone was kind of pissed for being woken up just because the guy is a dumbass. I was really scared when I heard her screaming like that, and it wasn't really even that bad. He was back by 4:30, so he was only gone for 2 and half hours. Got liquid stitches in his head although no one saw any blood, and that was that.

Anyway...none of you will probably read all of that but whatever..fuck it.

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I wish my parents had the will power to quit smoking, but I know they'll smoke until the day they die. And it makes me sad. =(

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Saturday was Joe's and my 2 year anniversary. I got him dogtags that I had engraved at Things Remembered, and he got me a gold bracelet. =) I'll post pics later on, I'm too exhausted right now. Saturday night we went out to dinner at the Olive Garden, which was delicious. After that we went for a little walk around Castle Island...I love it there, it's so pretty.


Other than Saturday, we didn't really do much. And I don't think I really have anything else to say. Too tired.

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